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Smoke & Mirrors

by Smoke & Mirrors

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1.
Darkdance 02:52
’ve been feeling like a burden to my family and friends Fallen apart mentally gone over the edge Do they even like me or do they think I’m a drain On money, patience, sanity, yeah I must be a pain H-E-L-L-O H-E-L-L-O H-E-L-L-O Is there anybody out there? Melancholy causing folly, I never thought I’d get get this way I stare off in the back yard Making my life shorter Melancholy causing folly, To take the edge, to take the edge I stare off in the back yard Making my life shorter I’ve tried to take your antidotes, yet we’re back here again Abandoned at the crossroads by my only friend I heard all the promises, a chance to thrive But you’ve got me pulling punches on the darkness inside I’ve heard it all, I’ve tried it all, you gave me this beacon, But now I’m crying on the floor, all alone, yet again I really had hopes for a chance of success, But nothing ever changes, it all meant nothing. H-E-L-L-O H-E-L-L-O H-E-L-L-O Is there anybody out there?
2.
The rocket’s down They shot him down, they brought him down All hope is lost To leave this place and find some space The ambitions of one young guy have now just died Just one mistake and the world won’t give, but it always takes They shot him down Brought him down Nothing’s been the same ever since that night They shot him down Brought him down Everyday he wants to take his life Mother, father, please forgive what I have done I got scared and I tried to hide but I stood my ground and begun to fight I didn’t want to hurt him, I didn’t mean to kill him But here as I stand, I’m your criminal son Mother, father, please forgive what I have done I got scared and I tried to hide but I stood my ground and begun to fight I didn’t want to hurt him, I didn’t mean to kill him But now I must leave you, signed your criminal son 20 years of pent up rage Was like a silverback breaking from its cage I had a chance to calm my emotions but those gears were never set into motion It’s just another battle of monster vs. monster You gotta show your fangs if you wanna survive They shot me down Brought me down Nothing’s been the same ever since that night They shot me down Brought me down Every single day I wanna take my life Mother, father, please forgive what I have done I got scared and I tried to hide but I stood my ground and begun to fight I didn’t want to hurt him, I didn’t mean to kill him But here as I stand, I’m your criminal son Mother, father, please forgive what I have done I got scared and I tried to hide but I stood my ground and begun to fight I didn’t want to hurt him, I didn’t mean to kill him But now I must leave you, signed your criminal son
3.
Monday nights never felt so self destructive I’d go for a drive and listen to some Carles Till cigarettes and regret overtook my body Hoping that the west side won’t be where I die I go for a walk to go and try to clear my mind at Dragon Park, I’ve spent so many hours here But that was so long ago, well I don't know, This just feels so wrong, guess I'll just move on Searching for my youth but finding that the truth is What I knew all along, I’m just getting older Time is passing, memories fading Looking for the one I loved, the only one I’ve ever loved Searching for my youth but finding that the truth is What I knew all along, I’m just getting older Time is passing, memories fading Looking for the one I loved, the only one I’ve ever loved I hope you hear this and know that I fucked up I’d give my world to see you one last time You were there for me when I wasn’t for you Please forgive me, oh, one last time I cross my heart that from my view I would never want to hurt you If I knew then before you were gone I would never have left Tucson I hope you hear this and know that I fucked up I’d give my world to see you one last time You were there for me when I wasn’t for you Please forgive me, oh, one last time I cross my heart that from my view I would never want to hurt you If I knew then before you were gone I would never have left Tucson
4.
Let’s go back to the first time Your name ever escaped my lips Our travels through the canyon That night of the blood moon eclipse I knew you were something special to mend my heart after years of being haunted I’d give you any piece of this world cuz you’re the one who made me feel wanted I wish this would never end I want you again and again I sit upon the rooftop Wondering why I’m alone The raindrops masking my tears Something sad, but to me that’s home I want to undo my mistakes Keeping me awake every night I wish I had listened to you cuz you’re the one who always was right I wish this would never end I want you again and again, again and again United we stand, divided we fall Did it mean something, or nothing at all I try to remember, just what did I say To make me lose you that New Year’s Day I wish this would never end I want you again and again, again and again
5.
If i died tonight would it matter I’m doing great at getting sadder I picked a death date, don’t try to save me You’re so lazy and I’m so fucking crazy First born, the only born destined to fail from the very first day As an outcast, I outlasted My perception of ideal time alive And then I lost it a cost that took my dreams and everyone I loved Now my body’s cold and the mourning’s due When I die this is everything I want I want my jacket, my cool jeans My shirt Yeah everything I am known for Unknown for all my life, I wanna take it to the grave I want my jacket, my cool jeans My shirt Yeah everything I am known for Unknown for all my life, I wanna take it to the grave Was I right? Were you wrong? Just like a train about to derail I’m just a mistake, time to erase it all Was I right? No I was wrong Nothing has changed, in my pathetic life Nothing will change, I’ll never even have a wife
6.
you crush, you lie, manipulate you think you’re someone bigger than you are you’re just a small man i never want you to succeed at anything in life and I hope you die we always talk behind your back feigning friends is something to fool you we only do it to you You leach your wealth from everyone There’s not a piece of talent in your bones and oh it’s shown now as I stand, you’d go crazy fighting me i’ll get and get under your skin, never backing down now I’m a man and your still a baby you cry when you don’t get your way, punching when you’re wrong the right way’s to leave when you’re no longer welcome here we’re all sick and tired you’re the only single one i’ve wished ill upon in life and I hope you die
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Been waiting so long for you to come find me for you to come get me everyone knows I like robots and spaceships and space shit Been saying so long I’m gonna outrun This whole town My heart’s here my brain’s not it must be from all this pot Pure. Raw. Power. Smoke. And. Mirrors. Cuz everyone knows who I am, everyone knows who I am It's Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors, Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors. Everyone knows who I am, everyone knows who I am It's Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors, Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors. Turn it on, Activate, It's Smoke & Mirrors and it's in your ears Turn it on, Activate, It's Smoke & Mirrors and it's in your ears Cuz everyone knows who I am, everyone knows who I am It's Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors, Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors. Everyone knows who I am, everyone knows who I am It's Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors, Johnny Limits, Smoke & Mirrors. Pure. Raw. Power. Smoke. And. Mirrors.
9.
Last Light 03:27
Every little detail of the journey so far keeps reminding keeps reminding you do not belong here You try to keep you head down to make you inconspicuous but we all know what you did and frankly, it’s making me pissed what if I said that I know you what if I said that you did wrong would you deny it, would you fight me or would you admit you did wrong what if I said they have feelings what if I said you have no meaning you had the chance, you blew that chance your whole persona’s unappealing what if I said that I know you what if I said that you did wrong what if I said that I know you what if I said that you did wrong I’ve seen time and again now You blame others for your failures When the reason is you I’ve seen with everyone around me They have traumas, how could you not care
10.
My only fear is now I’ll never be enough I swore I’d never hop this train But here, I question, was this the right path Or will I continue in gloom Now as I’m older, my soul’s getting bolder But still that leads to mistakes, heartache, alone, can you feel me Hey man, I’ve seen it, when you play, you’re gleaming You mustn’t tap out this time It’s almost like I wasn’t supposed to live The night of fifth was trying to take me It’s something I never wanted to believe But now, I have no choice Now as I’m older, my soul’s getting bolder But that still leads to mistakes, heartache, alone, can you feel me Hey man, I’ve seen it, when you play, you’re gleaming You mustn’t tap out this time

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released January 10, 2020

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